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♥ Sunday, February 22, 2009

My random expulsion of confined insanity
Hasn't really happened these few days huh?
Lol
Can't believe its been 20 days since my last post
I haven't NOT blogged in this long before!
Even during A levels I blog every few days!
Oops :x
Haha!
But nothing much has been happening so far
Work, home, work, home
Watched a few movies?
Haha
And gonna repaint my room
While talking with xt and jasmine today
I finally understood
That my inspiration for colours
Came from an SBS bus...
Which is quite freaky
I do not want my room to look like a bus
Thank you
:/
Haha
Ah well
Concert next week!
Practice has been crap
Everywhere that is "practice-able" is now playable
So I actually have put in alot of effort k
BUTTT everywhere important is still crap!
We spend hours on two bars in heart and voice
And its STILL impossible
Sigh.
I wonder what will happen on concert day
Screwed as usual?
...
Hope everything will be fine
And those people who keep ponning practice will come
-_-
It spoils the sound when you whack through the whole piece
While we've practiced so much
And Benji will scold us cos he went through it before
And its not our fault
Its the people who just come and whack...
Besides all that
Nothing much in my life
Haha
Although I hope I get more rest
Which I have been getting alot...
Err
I don't know what I need or want from life
Haha
So I shall just be a satisfied happy little mouse
And sit in a nice little hollow coconut husk
Where nothing can harm me
And I can float on sea everyday
And even through harsh storms
I'll always end up bobbing to the surface
Safe and sound
What a happy life that would be
Reminds me of James and the Giant Peach
Um, a downsized version =D

Everyday my dad nags at me
Everyday everyday everyday its the same
A routine
A vicious cycle
Wish I could live my own life the way I want it
But no
March 30 interview here I come
MAYBEEE I could just run away...
Far from all this
I mean
You can't find me in a foreign country
Where I don't leave traces because no one will recognise me
Its not as small as Singapore
Where everywhere I go I bump into people
Haha
And not only that
The public LOVES to scrutinize what you are doing all the time
Hovering over you
Making sure you don't cause any trouble
Because they can handle ANYTHING
As long as nothing happens
They always say
Prevention is better than cure
But I think
Its only because
If something REALLY happens
They don't know how to cure it
And I don't know what I'm rattling on and on about again
Whatever.

Life's like that
Either swallow everything that's thrown at you
And spit it all back at the people who threw them
Or bear the brunt of the pain
And keep suffering throughout
Keeping it all inside you
Eventually you'll just wither away in agony
Why let it hurt
When you can let it all out
And feel much better afterwards
Besides
What are friends for?

♥words from deep within

♥ Sunday, February 1, 2009

It's a new month!
I really haven't been blogging in ages again
I think my english is going all rusty
And that's not a particularly good thing
Haha
I shall go on a fanatical whim and spout bombastic words
Or maybe not.
Because I don't remember any
HAHA

Life has been fun so far
I absolutely adore my new job
Haha
Mandy the part-time lifeguard cum part-time DENTAL ASSISTANT!
I get to breathe in stinky breath everyday
Vacuum saliva and blood through tubes
And disinfect instruments
Plus take these cool xrays
And develop them
Intricate business
Lalala
At least its real interesting
And time passes in the blink of an eye
So its very enjoyable!
And I get paid um
QUITE ALOT
Doctor goh's toooooo nice.
Even got a 10 dollar angpao
For doing nothing woopsss
I made quite a few mistakes though
But I'm really trying my best!
(:
Sooo I shall apply for dentistry in NUS
Or some sciencey mediciney course
And HKUST will be my backup plan
Hahah
Have an interview scheduled in march
But I really don't wanna go back
Don't mind if its for like dentistry
Or of course veterinary medicine will take priority
BUT
My dad HAD to make me apply for business
x_x
Sigh
Well just try it out I guess
Accept can reject one right
HAHAH
The zoo called ytd to schedule an interview too!
But like a whole month after I applied
So I already have my very splendidly interesting job
-is satisfied-
That's the work side of my lifeee

And for the leisure side
Japanese lessons starting in march
I'm halfway through memorizing my hiragana!
Just need to get familiarized with it
Plus basic sentences and all
Haha
Guitar lessons seemingly er nonexistent
But I will get them!
Or not just learn myself la
I'm getting better at least
Practice makes perfect
Too bad I don't have the patience and diligence required for that
So not suited for music making :x
But ah well.
Chinese New Year was loadsa fun!
And I went to so many places between december and now
Tons of pictures to share haha
Perhaps in the next post!
Ms Ong's wedding in two weeks time too
Bet she'll be ultra pretty and radiant
Can't wait to attend!
Hahah.

I've been fine
I guess
Most of the time at least
And you've been too.
What's past, is past
Here's wishing you a
Happy Birthday.

♥words from deep within