♥ Monday, February 26, 2007
I have made many new discoveries =P
1) Heck care how you act in public. Either in school uniform or not, because absolutely NO ONE will remember you anyway, even if they happen to gossip about you behind your back and steal sneaky glances which end in giggling fits, yupp
2) Never say never...I made a resolution never to buy any more fahrenheit magazines or books because of that stupid pictorial which was such a waste of money? But I tell you, I can't resist walking past a newstand without glancing longingly at a magazine. Obsession I know. I should stop, I know. But I can't XD
3) Always look at what you eat. Never unknowingly eat peanuts, alot ALOT ALOT of peanuts when you are totally allergic to it. It will decide to end in nasty consequences, for example, rashes in places which errrr can't be seen.
4) Do not fall asleep in lectures. No matter how many times the table calls out to you and turns into a pillow, resist the temptation, because however boring lectures are, about 5 minutes of the middle part is important. Then you can sleep the rest of it XD
Can't think of any more, life lessons are boring lol, so I invent my own! ^_^
Note to chiko: I realise not emo at all anymore haha, cos all my emo stuff is written down by hand in ink on paper (more zhen shi gan) lol
♥ Thursday, February 22, 2007
Hehe, a pic of fahrenheit I took at the autograph session (:
Clearest one I ever took lol
Anyway, haven't blogged in like weeks?
Shall blog about our cny house visiting haha!
Although it was pretty uneventful, we had fun
Went to ryanna's first, where we ate early lunch heh
Then went to ruizhe's where we ate so many mandarin oranges
Then yu chuan's where we ate lots of dumplings (饺子 and 汤圆)
Then skipped wai sum's ):
And only she and ryanna came to mine!
Can't believe my mom cooked abalone on that day haha
And I totally force fed the two of them
Blame me if you think you're any fatter! Lol
Although we practically ate the whole day hahaha
Caught a little bit of flu though, but took quite abit of panadol, so feel much better
Anyway a few days before I went out with ryanna to watch "just follow law"!
It was a pretty funny show if you enjoy corporate jokes, which might be a tad lame to some
But we had a great time!
Esp shopping and walking around, at Far East
Then Bishan, where we shared this strawberry sundae at Swensens (:
Here's a picture! Taken by my beloved Ryanna dear XD
looks so yummy doesn't it!
Anyway at Takashimaya, went to Kinokuniya to buy Fahrenheit pictorial book
Met chiko there XD Not by coincidence although ermm yah abit of coincidence lol
And was sorely disappointed with the book
I mean it costed a WHOLE $15 and yet inside there were only like the most 10 pages of pictures?
And on four pages, they were like TINY like seriously TINY!!!
I feel soooooo cheated right now
Especially since I'm buying the book only because Arron's in it
So I would rather tear out his pictures and pay like 15/4= $3.75 instead XD
Sigh
Thanks Eeyen for teaching me how to post pictures lol, I never knew haha
And also for the vday present! My angel ^_^
Had lots of fun today at school too though
Tried desperately to stay awake during bio lecture, managed to hold off sleep for at least 1/2 before I totally succumbed to it again ):
Why can't it be more interesting and interactive? Ugh
Bores the heck out of me
I'm seriously considering dropping bio and taking computing
But that means that I have to reconsider my whole life planning
As well as dash my dreams of being a marine biologist or a veterinarian, which I really really want to be
PE was pretty annoying
Having to play against Hose and Venn in captain's ball
A game which I'm not exactly excited to play, especially with people I don't know
And the guys who are so rough and are such big bullies
But after PE we all stopped to climb up the Spider haha
This rope pyramid, a tiny version of Pasir Ris park's, and we spent so much time hanging off the top lol
Love 07S12! I hope we actually stay together after second intake (:
So sick and tired of orientation and making new friends all over again
SICK AND TIRED I TELL YOU~
♥ Thursday, February 15, 2007
My msn is being shitty, oh well
It signed me out, refused to let any of my messages to ppl get through, and removed its own shortcut on the taskbar
Crazy...
Anyway, vday was pretty fun yesterday! Haha
Gave away hundreds of self-baked almond butter cookies
Hope you all liked it OG27, 07S12 and all the other's I gave (:
Too bad I'm kinda allergic to nuts
Never really got to taste my own baking XD
Also, thanks everyone for everything! Flowers, sweets, chocolates etc
HEHE HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL
Anyway 花樣少年少女 is like showing right now?
And I was so busy blogging I FORGOT *sulk*
Everyone must go watch! It's the funniest taiwanese drama every XD
Who cares if it's an idol drama, it's hilarious!
-rushes off-
*P.S. someone teach me how to post pics on blog? hehh
♥ Friday, February 9, 2007
完了，好像世界末日，感覺十分沮丧
我要結柬一切。。。
I'm devastated
Why am I stuck in the middle again?
Why 10. Why exactly the same.
Why can't I feel a little happier or sadder
I'm crying because of a pent up anger
Anger at myself, at my marks
Not because I'm really unhappy or delighted
10 is shit
Leave me alone right now
I need to find the most painless way to end it all
Something to exile me to a utopia
Where I can be at peace with myself
Alone
I like to lead a soliditary life
No one actually needs company
♥ Wednesday, February 7, 2007
友誼是多麼的珍贵
可是人只有在最孤独，最落寞的時刻
才懂得珍惜
I have biceps! And triceps!
Lol
Must be the effect of 70 pushups
I kind of don't regret doing all 70 of them
Although the last few were kinda floppy like
Because I'm becoming fitter!
Haha finally XD
Anyway went out with chiko today
We started off at dhoby ghaut station then travelled to somerset
Walked to taka
Went kinokuniya and found play feb issue
Contemplated buying it for so long that we kind of look so morose standing there
Tough decision to make okay, it costs 8.95 per magazine
But Wuzun, Jiro and Ella on the cover made it all worthwhile
Chiko had a harder time deciding though
Her zhe's name was written wrongly on the cover
But eventually we both got a copy each (:
Then we headed to novena square, cos I was curious about square two
Due to my sudden interest in (SHIT, my haagen daz ice cream just totally melted...) korean/japanese fashion
The clothes are pretty cute and all that
But I seriously don't think "plain jane" ol' me can pull it off
Imagine, stripes and ribbons and tights hehe, cute huh? But not really me
Had a walk around the pretty desolate place
CHIKO GOT HER EARS PIERCED! And blind momo didn't notice lol
Looked painful, but at least her reaction didn't hold any resemblance to noelle's (she looked like she was going to cry that time)
Truthfully I don't remember ear piercing to be that bad XD
Then we decided to head to causeway and meet momo after her x-ctry (neah neah) and after our food hehe
She came around 6.30? Then took like almost a whole hour to drink bubble tea
With Weien? Haha, never tell us
Then we could've gone to see her too
Walked around in popular and kept teasing her about anything different she noticed about chiko?
And she COULDN'T tell hahaha
Wu gui! Lol
Anyway she finally found out after I showed her, slowpoke! heh
Can't believe she lifted chiko's hair and didn't notice at all
We spent so much time looking at earrings and necklaces and whatnot at causeway
Minibits, cards n such, gift a name, camouflage, 77th street and whatever that place was called XD
Where we finally bought new earrings! They're really cute ^_^
Rushed home at 8pm, got nagged at alot by my mom
But a usual day for me, except more fun! heh
To the topic of Angels and Mortals
Didn't see anything I could get my mortal today
I mean what can I give him? I have absolutely no idea
Everything I can think of is so cliche...
Realised because I never blog on the actual day itself
I never managed to mention anything about 07S12's outings!
Not really outings lah, lunches outside? lol
But we had so much fun playing retarded games, and truth or dare
Really had a great time with all of them
Although I still don't know them as well as our OG ppl?
So I can't banter much, I just feel awkward
Because me? I talk ALOT, really TOO MUCH
People who know me well know I'm really crappy
But with them? I'm kinda just some shy, quiet, normal girl who doesn't dare to say a word
Not that I don't want to
It's just weeeird...I still feel like a stranger
We had fun exchanging uniforms too
Exchanged with ryanna and stephanie
So I was SCGS and Zhonghua sec for two days
People say I look better in blouse and skirt, I don't see much difference haha
Just feel funny, more erm airy? XD
Took so many pics with steph's camera though, but sending failed the last time she tried to send me the pics ):
Well, o7S12 is great so far, hope I can get to know them all a little better at least
(Or mr randy will start picking on me again. Because I look so insignificant or bored.)
O level results gonna be out in TWO DAYS!
Not really freaking out though
Not that I'm complacent or anything
I just feel that the past cannot be unwound, so I should accept whatever result I get
Seeing that I tried really hard at least, for most of the papers
Only regret was Amaths, think I totally screwed it
But bygones are bygones, shall just look forward to the future, and hope things go smoothly!
Anyway IF I get good results, gonna sleep over at chiko's monday to tuesday! hehe!
Cos I can use the results as a bargaining power over my parents
But if not, I shall just be resigned again, to my stupidness...
Oh yeah, me and nina wanted to watch movies and stuff together too
What happened to those plans? XD
(our bet to jump into the 饮水思源 pond, i remember! and i know you will have to jump! not me! heehee)
Okay I'll sleep earlier today lol, sayonara!
我只能慢慢地, 一步一步踏向未來
♥ Monday, February 5, 2007
Arms had been hurting for quite awhile before I remember why
20 push-ups on thursday...stupid CKP
Anyway my main point of this post
How the monotony of life is broken by a simple outing, with OG27!
Had band practice on saturday as usual
Erm was pretty embarrassing, overall okay, although I don't think I improved
Hopefully as the saying goes, practice makes perfect
Prac ended at 10, so I made my way home to slack a little before going out again
Had lunch at Causeway with mom, cos daddy went to hk for work, coming back only on friday
So FREEDOM haha, has been bestowed on me WHEE
Then just grabbed tomato twisties, super rings and green tea off a supermarket and rushed to harbourfront
Reached there like around 3.15? And boy, was Vivo huge
Went up to 3rd level, bought sentosa express ticket and met the others (:
Patricia, Wan Ting, Jing Nan, Rui Zhe, Kumar, Yu Chuan and ...Rahul (odd one out! oyy)
But we had an amazing time at the beach, didn't even know which beach it was XD
Wind was strong, but the weather was considered sunny and pleasant
Started off sitting on a tiny red mat ALL 8 of us and stoneing lol
Then after some sarcastic persuasion we got up
And started burying rahul's feet in the sand
Tried wetting it and all that, then buried his hands
But he insisted that he could get out and we didnt believe him XD
So we made everything all solid and told him "try!"
And...well of course...as expected...haha it didn't work...he got out lol
Then played frisbee, with a monkey haha * I CAN'T THROW FRISBEES FOR NUTS*
Then exchanged for a volleyball!
And my arms hurt, all reddish now -blames yuchuan- haha
Got tired so sat down and ate snacks
Oh yeah! Forgot to mention we played truth or dare
But didn't dig up much, was expecting juicy stories and stuff heehee
Played with the fine sand with yuchuan
It was really clean and white and smooth -pats sand-
And he was so emo!
Jingnan got a pic of him sprinkling it and singing 流沙 with the utmost concentration
Haha, but it was really funny -hops around singing 梁山伯与茱麗葉-
It's such a sweet song lol
Then while everyone was busy photo-taking
Little, overexcited, sea-loving, nature-loving me
Went to take a stroll at the water's edge
And just thinking alone
Breathing deeply
Reflecting
Then kumar came over haha, broke my train of thoughts
But he was probably just worried lah, I think I looked ridiculous standing alone there, UNMOVING somemore XD
Then because I saw some guys on the rocks near the far right, I wanted to go climb them
Curious mah lol
So he tagged along
And we climbed them, pretty uneventful you might think, if I didn't mention the others' reactions -_-
They were like whistling and clapping and whoever knows what at the far side of the beach
Crazy...
I mean can't friends climb rocks together? Hahaha
Besides I had a pretty amazing view of the beach on the rocks, and got to know kumar better
So that far outweighs the disadvantage of being labelled "a couple"
But of course, as OG27 is, they took pics paparazzi style
And the rest of it 不用多說, 誰都知道
But who cares, 我已經有心上人 teehee, only no one will ever know about it
Safest way is to keep it to myself
Well the rest decided to try climb those rocks too, after our report on how fun it was haha
So stayed with kumar and yu chuan to play frisbee, think I got a little better at it
But it still wavers whenever its in the air
Decided to leave the beach about 7 plus
Sorry for losing your ball jingnan! -puppy eyes- didn't notice it flying away!
Headed to vivo and met Wai Sum and Jeffrey for dinner
Jeffrey was wearing this shirt that said "Just Did It" with a red nike tick, that had a head and a flagella
Soooo, bio people know exactly what I'm talking about and non bio people, you can guess
It was totally sick and just ruined the whole bonding atmosphere we had before
All of us hogged the directory to look for a place to eat
Decided on Marche, walked all the way up, got lost on the way, finally found it, and it was CLOSED
Argh, waste time
So went to find Carl's Jr and also got lost on the way
Which proves the fact that not all things big are good XD Stupid Vivo is just TOO big
But we had a great time there, overlooking the fact that our portabello mushroom double burger became single
Although we got it changed haha, we couldn't keep the one we half ate
Waisum was so cute, her mouth was so small it couldn't fit over the burger lol
Went home after that
Passed by Candy Empire, couldn't resist and bought alot of Starburst HAHA yummy
Jeffrey as usual was totally embarrassing the rest of us at the train station
We had a thanksgiving prayer huddled together at the station
Then wanting insisted that ruizhe's prayer sounded more like a chant
So on the train, in her words, we "hug each other around this pole"
And had another prayer said by yuchuan, wishing for good results and stuff
Well I got to know everyone ALOT better today (:
WE'LL KEEP IN CONTACT OG27! NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE!
心跳快得很可怕
呼吸大到有氣壓
手心冒汗可以澆花 (可以澆花)
生活變四格漫畫
喜怒哀樂被放大
身不由己沒有辦法 (沒有辦法)
怎麼可以這樣 怎麼可以這樣 瘋狂
怎麼可以這樣 怎麼可以這樣 愛超出了想像
就算世界 與我為敵 我超喜歡你
超喜歡你 不能分離 我只相信 這個真理
百無禁忌 萬夫莫敵 我超喜歡你
我慢慢不能清醒 終於不想清醒 根本不用清醒 這個惡作劇
想要對你說的話
身體已替我表達
一旦愛了不能作假 (不能作假)
一度覺得很頭大
懷疑細胞有偏差
可是愛了沒有辦法 (沒有辦法)
就是可以這樣 就是可以這樣 瘋狂
就是可以這樣 就是可以這樣 愛超出了想像
我超喜歡你 是我放在心裡好久的秘密
我不敢告訴你 甚至沒有勇氣說服我自己
我問一問上帝 要怎麼突破我們之間的距離
站在原地是友誼往前一步又怕嚇到你
我號稱黃金右腳橫衝直撞天下無敵自由來去
怎麼踏進這個禁區馬上敗在你手裡
♥ Thursday, February 1, 2007
Yesterday's 3.6km run was not bad
Since I expected it to be 4km XD
That's what they told us at first
But anyway, it was pretty tiring, muscle aches and fatigue
So tired that I fell asleep during ALL my lectures today
When normally I only fall asleep in "most" of them =P
Going for band practice after school tomorrow
Hope I can still play the clarinet okay
Not make those horrendously squeaky noises
I feel so demoralised when I keep practicing but nothing good comes out of it
Why can't I ever reap what I sow
I never do
如果我用繁體字寫的文章很爤, sorry XD
我总覺得很難活下去了
功課一天比一天多
父母親都不了解我這些杂的心情
从來不體會到我是那麼的努力
他們的要求實在是太高了
我每次得到的好成績
都没有開心或興奮的感覺
心里仿佛有個填不满的洞
我的世界永遠是一片黑暗
因為我不可能達到他們所理想的境界
只可以默默無言地忍受著
壓力、失敗、痛苦、失望
累坏了
疲憊不堪
但還是要坚持下去
不知道身體還撑得住嗎
萬一崩溃...
...那我最好先說聲
拜拜
